Infertility

Round 2 of Fertility Treatments: What I’m Doing Differently

When we decided to take a break, one of the main reasons was because I felt burnt out. I swore that I would do things differently the next time around. This isn't because I felt like I would have a better chance of getting pregnant, it's for my physical and mental health. And let's be… Continue reading Round 2 of Fertility Treatments: What I’m Doing Differently

Infertility

Guess Who’s Back…… From Hiatus

Whew....it's been a minute....a hot minute.  I took a break from fertility treatments last Summer and didn't realize that I would actually be taking a break from everything. I blogged here and there but my heart wasn't into it. Honestly, I think I just needed to heal completely. I didn't have the energy to write… Continue reading Guess Who’s Back…… From Hiatus

Infertility

Dear Angel Baby

Today would've been your due date. I can't even wrap my head around the fact that if you had stayed, you would either be here or I would be about to pop.  I can't help but wonder what life would be like right now if things had been different.  I always felt like you would've… Continue reading Dear Angel Baby

Infertility

Why We Won’t “Just Adopt.”

I first want to disclaim that I think adoption is one of the most beautiful things ever. EVER. I have friends and family that have been blessed with adoption and it truly is remarkable. However, I cannot stand the phrase "just adopt." It makes my blood boil.  First, if you think about asking the question… Continue reading Why We Won’t “Just Adopt.”

Infertility

You’re Allowed to be Happy

We spent this Thanksgiving in New Hampshire with my husband's family. It was wonderful! It was big and loud and full of laughter; just how Thanksgiving should be. As I sat, surrounded by family and friends my heart felt like it was going to burst! I felt genuinely happy. After we stuffed ourselves with turkey… Continue reading You’re Allowed to be Happy

Infertility

The Bitterness of Infertility and Why It’s Dangerous

It isn't a surprise that with infertility comes bitterness. It's ugly, it's dark, but it's totally normal. It's also super damaging. It's so damn hard not to be bitter, and I think that it's okay to allow yourself to feel those feeling every once in a while. But I will scream this from the rooftops:… Continue reading The Bitterness of Infertility and Why It’s Dangerous

Infertility

Feelings

I've been pretty silent on my blog and infertility instagram account. Honestly, I haven't wanted to talk about infertility. As weird as that sounds, because I'm so passionate about it,  I felt like I needed some space to heal.  Completely. Without the noise. When Josh and I decided to take a break from treatment, I… Continue reading Feelings