Yesterday was the last day of infertility awareness week. If you follow me on instagram, you have seen my multitude of posts. This year’s theme was “flip the script” which aligns with the purpose of my blog beautifully. I so badly wanted to post a video to describe my final thoughts on infertility awareness week, but the words escaped me. And honestly, I couldn’t get through it without crying.
Infertility is hell. It is a pain that has no words to accurately describe it. It is a pain that you feel at a soul level. However, infertility has taught me beautiful things.
Infertility has taught me compassion.
Infertility has taught me patience
Infertility has taught me to love myself
Infertility has taught me humility
Infertility has taught me that I am worthy without a baby
Infertility has taught me how to speak to others
Infertility has taught me to reach higher
Infertility has taught me the true meaning of hope
The past 15 months have really forced me to look deeper. I have been forced to ask myself questions that are difficult and I have been forced to make decisions that are difficult. But I have also found a wonderful community of women that I never would’ve found otherwise.
My intention of starting this blog is still the same now. It’s time to change the conversation about infertility and women’s reproductive health. It’s time to start talking about it. It’s time to bring awareness to the silent struggle that millions of men and women are faced with. It’s time to stop feeling ashamed, lonely and lost. It’s time to flip the script.